Saturday, October 02, 2004

good n plenty

I gobble them up quickly.
I swallow one after another.

My throat is dry but
I force them down.

These little white
and pink pills fill me
with extreme feelings
of euphoria.

Which

only comes before
the tolling of my
euthanasia bell. ending
doesn't seem so bad

after all, consider
how fucked up this
pearl has become.
contracting esophagus

pushes down a pink
pill. lazy eyes drooping
as sleep settles in. right

before consciousness slips
through my fingers
like the yolk
of my life.

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